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Big Mean Reality

by Windymills

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1.
Into Light 04:27
Enough control to keep me stranded And my will out of the way There's the ring to prove I'm branded I'd never want to go astray Into light At first sight Wrong or right Day or night I can't see, my eyes are jaded But I can feel that something's there It's still there after all's faded This spark will never die, I swear
2.
I arrived in the warm day To check out what I made Gave them minds, gave them choice A will to speak with their own voice They brought me things I did not need Then they said pay the fee I asked why, but they said blow I was lost at hello I had an idea that finally They'd become as evolved as me But what I saw and what I felt Was too much for me to melt Cause they said and I quote If you exist or not let's vote What they meant I'll never know I was lost at hello I saw fights over nothing at all Just futile attempts to stand tall And I wished I didn't know I was lost at hello Seeing's believing No, I am leaving Nothing's left, have to go Cause I was lost at hello My hands off, told them so I was lost at hello Now it's night, the cold wind blow I am lost at hello
3.
Please help me now Just don't know how What should I do? I'm leaving you Or wait forever At least a year It's now or never To face the fear Is this the end? I think it's true What's there to mend? You want this too Or wait forever Forever and a day It's now or never No other way
4.
So Long Time 04:42
All those tears are they wasted? Have those years gone to hell? Is there no past and will nothing last? It's been so long time Why can't we work it out? Just wipe the slate clean? But you say I'm vicious and I say you're mean Can't we work on our problems? Even diamonds have flaws Cause there's too much at stake for our hearts to break Can't we see through the tragic? See the magic inside? When push comes to shove there's nothing but love
5.
In just one second, freed from gold Finally nothing to be bought and sold What really matters will live on and on and on But what you notice remains gone and back and gone If I could, if I could make sense Be understood, then I could, then I would make sense For a second I was poor Everything I had was out the door Back to normal, more possessions than I need A far worse problem than think of when and how to feed For a moment I had gold Boxes, bags and barrels, rich and bold Just as quickly I had lost and wasted all What's left with me is what will cause me to fall
6.
This is my world, you came inside This is where our wills collide It's up to you what should I do Should I put my fears into you? Take my words, I took yours Twisted and turned on all fours This I swear, I'll forever pay Forgiven or not, it's not ok Why should you care? Why should you care at all? If I live or die? If I stand or fall? After all, all I did was getting back getting back at you So, why should you care? Why should you care at all? What happens to me? What happens to me? What do you want? You wanna decide what happens to me? What happens to me? What I did wasn't fun yet I felt it had to be done Isn't it fair it should happen to me? You reap what you sow, it happened to me What gives me the right to choose whom will win and whom will lose? First or last, what is true? Was it me or was it you? Call it revenge and a statement too To bring myself up or to lower you From your first lie to the final blow it's an eye for an eye, but now I can let go
7.
Getting Soft 06:05
Sacrifice I close my eye No problem of mine Ostracized Tenderized Her mind's been too far The tool of her rejection There were none before Spoiled by all injections She is getting sore And she's the tool of her own pain It's keeping her alive On the brink of going insane and why? The prophecy is clear to me I'm waiting so long Desire's gone, but she don't care Directions unknown I will not let her suffer I will not let her bleed Will not let them rough her up I'd slay those demon seed The girl has seen too much of me or too little of the rest This can be no place for me to rest Am I getting soft? Kill her where she touched me Kill her where she hurt Kill her where she needs to die She needs to be inert Kill me where her face has been Kill me where she drank Kill me where she licked her tears away I'm getting soft
8.
I'm standing here in a telephone booth Desperately looking grey and it's fading away I've got persistent delusions to see you again some day I'm sitting here in this telephone booth With the telephone here in my hand Explaining how I feel and assure you it's real For I love those rain deer eyes of yours Well, I'm laying here, stupid telephone booth With the telephone hanging on the wall They say there's no distance that is too great For a man in love like me, like me. But it is with a bullet hole in my chest From a gunman not too far away I see what he's doing; he's pulling the trigger, But I will never hear the bang
9.
Let it bleed, let it burn Let all sore hearts sting and all the stomachs churn How I strive, how I toil How I scrub my hands and scrape my nails from soil The line is packed, the warehouse full Too much material and I have no tool People scream across the lands Phone and doorbells ringing, but I'm out of hands Oh, there is, yes there is, more than this There's always something, I know there is There's always something, that's the way it is Forever and Endeavour, always Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide But all the voices phase out the screams inside When is my time? When is my turn? When can I say no and will I ever learn? At least I have something to do A lot to think about and I do it too A million things I call my own That I commit to when I get to be alone It's always something, I know it is It's always something, that's the way it is Forever and Endeavour, always And I turn and walk away And I turn to face the stray It will be alright, so bright
10.
I gave you 11:20
Thoughts and ideas and principles too All hopes and fears do spring from you Standing inside looking out, need to shout I gave you all my life, all my time I gave you all my life, all my time Every last good thing that I had in mind Made me a true king and those I will find Now I know what it’s about, I scream and shout Hey you, you know it's true What can we do? It can’t be rougher Regrets or better yet: The stage is set I cannot suffer But still, there's nothing there For which I care I've waited so long And yes, I must confess There's nothing left, except for this song

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released November 24, 2014

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Windymills Gothenburg, Sweden

Windymills was formed in 2010 by a group of metal-, electro- and
experimental-musicians and reached the outer limits of experimental
innovation when the group transformed into a "normal" line-up with
musicians playing "normal" music.
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